It still hurts
Get out of my fucking head
It still hurts
You’re all gonna die. Then you’ll be dead for way longer than you’re alive, like that’s mostly what you’re ever gonna be. You’re just dead people that didn’t die yet.
First day of surgery this summer
Why am I so sad
Just like that its done
And you’re gone
Forever from my life.
I love you, till the end of my days.
And I will always miss you
The last day where I will ever see you
Where you disappear forever from my life
After all we’ve been through, it will end so quickly and silently.
I will leave and not come back. Wherever I look or go you are there and I cannot take it.
“Things happen for a reason”
Because they don’t. Sometimes life just kicks the shit out of you for no reason at all, and justifying it by saying there is a reason with out supporting a “reason” is one more lie to yourself.
Because I’m sure the universe has better things to do than focus on taking a loved one away from you, making you ill, or breaking your heart ten ways to Sunday; because at the end of the day shit just happens, shit that you could have changed If done something differently. so it didn’t happen for a reason, it just happened, and you could have changed that some way.
How do you say Goodbye?
“…no matter how you get there or where you end up; human beings have this miraculous gift to make that place home”
I think I’m gonna disappear for a while after graduation, for a long while.